You see something that just royal pisses you off... well i have seen something that just did that to me.. i dont know how much of it is pissed and how much of it is because well it hurts me given the certian events.. and the one good thing about it .. is it wasn't something that any guy did to pissy me off.. infact all my guy friends.. and my ( Read more... )

Well yesterday everything went right ( Read more... )

it is almost 3 in the morning and for once i am awake and matthew isnt,... most of the time it is him that crawls into bed at 3 in the morning.. and then about 5 or 6 i start waking up. But yea.. anyways. I can't sleep. I had a baby dream again tonight. This one was a little different from the others. it wasn't about the abortion. and it wasn't ( Read more... )

Ok so last night about an hour before quiet hour; my room decided to up the another room on the floor by having a dance party. it turned out to be a wild time. we downloaded the songs that they have dances made up to and we were going crazy. at one point we had Gus stripping.. humping the floor. and someone tried to hump him.. people were "raping" ( Read more... )

It has been a good few days around P1-1. Matthew and I have had hit about 3 days with out fighting. or even starting and argument that wasn't joking around.Today we got into a little one about Amanda. I agree with bowman one the fact that he has every right to be pissed at Matthew because of when him and amanda kissed and were always together .. ( Read more... )

the phone rang at 7:40 in the morning.. i till had an hour left of sleep.. i think that is all that needs to be said. before i start getting pissy about it

Pretty women wonder where my secret lies ( Read more... )

If there is anyone who has seem to care most about things going wrongin my life, I think i could safely say that it is Briana. She has left me many message just to say hi. and hopes that things are getting better. She tells me she was reading past journals and is worried. I think that letting that be known is something I owe to her for being such a ( Read more... )

I am not going to write much. there isn't much i can think of at the moment. I just wanted to get a new live journal started and forget the old one. so here is to a new start.