..she has trouble acting normal when shes NERVOUS..

it was more of a flutter than a punch this time.

bright eyed stranger,
your profile..
your profile..
i'm infatuated with your profile.

will someone take me to homecoming?
please

what?what?what?

youre so pretty pretty pretty!

&i know i know i know.
that these are the prettiest lights from here to two streets down.

lost so much.
gained so much more.
thank you world.

( black.bullets.rain.red. )

hes beautiful isn't he?
and hes what you think about at night.
and every day he slips into your head at the most unexpected moments.
and it kills you.
everyday it kills you.

your love for him kills you.
because he isn't killing himself over you.

<3vanessa.

i don't know whats going to happen next.

with you? with me?

no one ever knows.

its always been a game of codes..
and looks i don't understand with us.

( memories now..preserved in worn out photographs )

betsy..sara..kayaking..beautiful lake..gosh today was amazing.

God loves me.

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and me and cory talked.

i swear, i have the best people ever in my life.
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SHANNON IS BACK FROM NEW YORK!
and..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS-A-MINE!

p.s. camp pictures tomorrow.