i got a new journal.

www.livejournal.com/users/scarsrtracks

yeuh

There are times in your life where you get so confused. One day you're glowing with happiness and thinking to yourself, trying to remember when it was you last felt like this. The next day, you're laying in your bed crying yourself to sleep, and in the morning when your alarm goes off you hit the snooze button more than once. You know they always ( Read more... )

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I sort of forgot about this thing for a few days, but nothing had really changed. I do not think about Nick anymore, a matter a fact I dont think I am going to attend his play anymore. Matt and I are still whatever you want to call it. Maybe if I went out more I would be able to find someone who could blow me away without breaking me apart. But we ( Read more... )

God, I hate the way he holds me really close. It makes me believe he cares.

I guess the whole Matt not comming over thing got shot. Around 12:30 am I hear a little knock and it was him. His mom came home drunk as always. They all starting fighting and she told him to get the fuck out. So he always comes here....always ( Read more... )

Whoa, I have so just figured everything that I was ever confused about ( Read more... )

Sunday turned into Saturday and we bought the computer today. It's pretty nifty, seems to be running well so far ( Read more... )

God, it really sucks when you miss someone who you know you cant have. And it's pretty lame that the only reason you want someone so bad is only because they are someone elses and you can not have them. It's rather upsetting ( Read more... )

My mom said that we’re going to get a new computer this weekend. Matt and I are actually good again for real. Then again things can never be the same.
I really have nothing to say. Life is…calm

That’s good enough I guess