you've made sad excuses all your life to hide the shame. dont you think it's time to confess? dont you agree it's time to come clean. Everyone is hooked up. Lupe and Jesse are going to date. Bianca and Jayse are already dating. Steff and Lina have been dating forever. I mean, according to my friend list, that is everyone. hm hm hm I killed a bug on ( Read more... )

Why worry? .. I worry all the time ... Why worry? .. It's killing me.......Forget about it Tomorrow is Friday. My mom leaves Saturday afternoon, isnt comming back til Monday. Not the longest period of time but it will so do. Matt comes down tomorrow. That's hm. Perhaps I should stop things with him. And Nick arose from the dead, sent me a message ( Read more... )

I'm really getting tired of everything saying i love you with no fucking meaning. as if they are just words that mean nothing. hm, but then again.... love really has lost its touch because of the self indulgent assholes who throw the sentace around like the word "dude". Then all of a sudden... it got over used ( Read more... )

You know what I wonder ( Read more... )

You Know what's weird?....it's proven to be that dreams only last a total of about 5 seconds, but it does seem like forever. And when you first wake up, every single second of that dream is remembered,...but throughout the day it fades away and by the end of the night you can barely remember what is was about. And sometimes that sucks ass because ( Read more... )

And that's the thing. I'm just fucked up in ever aspect, but that is who I am. I get sad over things that shouldn't mean anything. I miss people that dont deserve to be thought of. I'm tired of people saying "I care about you" or "It will get better soon" and "He didnt deserve you" and all the other stupid shit. Yes, I know you care, Yes I know it ( Read more... )

dont know why I keep doing this to myself.
he loves her Not me ( Read more... )

Matt and them came over last night. nothing happened though. nothing at all. which is probably the way it should be. and i think i was getting my hopes up a little, however, I stopped myself before I got hurt again ( Read more... )

it would be so nice if i was normal like the others ( Read more... )

I had a long thing typed about how it's easier to forget about someone when you are able to see them changing before their eyes. And that was how I got over Junior in time. But it took me way longer to get over Mason. Of course that could have something to do with the fact that he was the only person i ever fell in love with. But hm. I havent been ( Read more... )