My score on The What is Your Spirit Animal Test:

The Mighty Lion

(Here's your results! Your spirit animal has a Nobility ranking of 17 out of 18.)


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I hate Iraq, it is true. I hate it so much that it makes me want to forget it. I am compelled to drink until I forget. Don't get me wrong, I like to drink but not to forget. This place just sucks. The Iraqi people may have suffered from countless years but so did the Afghan people and how is it that the Afghans still have self-respect? Pride ( Read more... )

The world is a very dark place and the points of light that used to pierce that dark and were so bright and so many that I had to turn away from them least I lose all sight have seemed to start vanishing. I have turned so far away that when I look back all I see is a darker and darker place. And still they continue to vanish. Will my sky be so ( Read more... )

I think I have gone insane but just don't realize it yet. I don't know. Or, and this might actually scare the living shit out of me more, I am more sane than ever. I hate the dreams I have now. The vivid dreams that scream to me that my mind is not right. It only comes with exhaustion. With that utter lack of the necessary amount of sleep. ( Read more... )

I suppose that these last 2 months have been pretty hard on my family. With my grandfathers failing health and now death, both my grandmother's health difficulties and my very soon deployment to Iraq... makes me not feel so bad about my crappy day which finding out my grandfather was dead was just a cherry on the cake. Oh god I am tired. I plan ( Read more... )

FUCK Fuck off, this shit has gotten so stupid I might as well kill myself since my head is already going to explode from the stupidity. You don't send a FO to a company that doesn't need one. You don't send a FO to a platoon that isn't even closely going to do anything related to mortars. You don't do that shit.

I am so drunk again and it is awesome and you all think that purple is awesome and you are awesome and I love you beth so there.

Who has two thumbs and just got married. This guy. What a day... felt like a blur. Talk to you all soon.

5 day, three 24 hour posts of duty and the only thing that is keeping me sane is that Beth is here and I am done. No more duty and no more work until at least the 7th. Merry Christmas everyone. You all rock and I miss you.

I was watching a Scanner Darkly and I realized something which the movie faguely hit upon... every age has it's great conflict with which it must face whether it be a war, or some disease, or some addiction or even a combination of those things or something entirely different... in the end a generation must face it or ignore it, solve it or succumb ( Read more... )