We just shot 41,000 rounds in two days and I got to see a M-16 fire fully automatic (they aren't supposed to).

Even in the most unselfish moments there is a small part of a person that wants things to work out best for them. Such as when a person sacrifices themselves to save the life or lives of others there is a small part of them that wants to live, that would rather live than perish even to save the life of their loved one. It is in those moments that ( Read more... )

Three hours of sleep a night for three nights and 4 days of near constant training/bullshit and I am done. Both in my ability to function and my ability to feel. The only thing I feel right now is the constant ache in my eyes. I have no desire to think about anything or do anything but the most basic things. But, apparently, I have to read/fill ( Read more... )

I am driven to kill though they do not realize it. They beg me to have no mercy, no care other than the sweet feel of taking life from someone else. Why else would they do what they do? They can die, they should die, they will die.

So I disappeared for a while and I am sorry about that. Been a lot going on lately. We have been told that my platoon will no longer be doing mortar stuff but instead will be just plain old basic infantry. Yet, this week, I have been training to be an FO for mortars which are supposedly not going to exist. Beyond training (a lot of time in the ( Read more... )

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And another person is dead.

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I am home from the big island of Hawaii and wait a three week training hell that was. So amazing was it that a guy I knew committed suicide. There was also an earthquake and for the 9 inches that place gets of rain a year I think we got a fair share of it. Expect some writing shit I did while out there in the coming hours/days.

It is my birthday god dammit. But hey, whatever, I was out in the field so fuck me right? Gah! Where is alcohol when you need it?