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I hate what my birthday does to me. It ruins days of my life and disappoints me every year. I should never celebrate my birth. I should never even acknowledge I was born. There was no beginning of me but I pray to God that there will be an end. I hate my birthday.

Let me tell you something about Jesus... anyways, my room mate is very racist but only because he goes out of his way to be. He saw a very attractive female on the television and, after saying she was hot, he asked if she was black and then said she was ugly. STUPID. I also had to hike 12 miles and it was highly stupid and un-motivating. I ( Read more... )

I was up for 21 hours yesterday thanks to duty and I got about 3 hours of sleep and then had to go do stupid bullshit this morning and I am finally getting to get some rest but I am in such a pissy mood that I am going to snap, I just feel it coming.

I want to learn another language, one that isn't Spanish. I want to learn Gaelic and Japanese and Arabic. I want to learn Gaelic to understand my ancestry. I want to learn Arabic so I understand the people I will be around when in Iraq. And lastly I want to learn Japanese because I, like I do when I look at the rolling hills and peaks of ( Read more... )

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I am 21 years old. I am planning on getting married this year. I have been to college. I have been to war in a country far away from the home I grew up in. I have seen death and suffering. I have seen birth and love. I want a family soon. I want to have a good job and a good home. My life is what it is, good or bad. I don't have the life I ( Read more... )

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DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:ModerateHistrionic:HighNarcissistic:HighAvoidant:HighDependent:ModerateObsessive-Compulsive:High
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What can you say to that?

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