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Almost 8 months ago I posted about starting to date Ian. Here's a letter I haven't decided if I'm handing to him or not yet.
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Not the best day. Spent it feeling useless despite constantly complaining about not having enough free time. Also spent it worrying about my future.
I have this problem: my heart is too big.
I'm so fast to love, and love I do. I always put my all into absolutely everything. My job, my romantic life... But it's not smart.
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If you're bored, enjoy my rantings
I think I'm insane. It must be a 'too many x chromosomes' thing... Passed on from female to female to keep us second guessing ourselves. Or maybe it's a learned behavior, that society imposed on me early on before I knew that a talking bat teaching me how to count wasn't normal.
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The old
Candid moments where I admit
All the trouble I permit
How'd it get this bad?
Dripping sarcasm gets me mad
I hate instant insecurities
I hate missing our talks
Our long walks,
Our fights
My mistakes
Your stubbornness
My stubbornness
The sex the love the food the cuddles
The way it used to feel
The good erases the bad in my mind
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The new
In the cold of the night
I won't feel a chill
You light me up
I can't get my fill
There's no fire needed
The heat radiates from my skin
And as you touch me
I melt: A river of sin
My breath hitches
You don't read my struggle
I pause, finger flinches
Into your neck I snuggle
I can't do this yet
The voice echoes in my head
Still I fret, I begin to sweat
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I just really and truly don't know what I want. And it makes me sick to my stomach, and giddy with joy that I'm able to be single and free with whoever I want. I'm so incredibly torn.
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Just realized that those guys could have drugged my drink. Not that they did, but that they had the potential to. It's a good thing I have my friends backing me up... Even if I'd been drugged they'd have dragged me home.
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Seriously?
Dear loser male population,
I am a fucking catch. Not only am I becoming a skinny bitch as of late, I happen to be gorgeous, smart, funny, AND someone to take home to mom. So quit your fucking shit. I'd watch football AND make you moan. Bitches ain't got nothing on me.
Seriously.
Felicia
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More than ever I realize you've got I stick with the people you can't live without. The others will just let you down, break your spirit, hurt your heart...
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