i just took a quiz. it is very true damnit ( Read more... )

so today was good but is ending pretty gay. didn't sleep at all then i went to ihop with justin and jessa. then walmart. then back here for a while. then to huber's and just hung out i guess. then to jessa's for a loong time, where i got stabbed in the head with a pencil. was fun. then finally came back here and yeah, talked to nikki and she ( Read more... )

last post for a while. i promise.

my life now only has one sole purpose. to keep it krunk and shake the haters off at all possible costs.

but really that is 2 sole purposes but... it doesn't matter.

complete total adoration, my gift to you - my heart was yours..

Remember when we talked about where we'd be a year from now?
Remember when you held my hand like you'd never let it go?Remember, cause that's all you can do ( Read more... )

Skankin Ninjah: man i don't understand ( Read more... )

the hope has just been battered through all this. and that's why it got so bad i guess. you can't make something go right if you keep thinking it wont go right you know. you have to be certain. i've learned that through all my psychology reading. if you really think you can do something and don't doubt yourself you can pull through most times ( Read more... )

perhaps i still hold love too high. love is the best thing you can get. beats anything else. all you ever need. (mutual love by teh way). i think you can fix any problem if you really want to as long as you're in love. which confuses me that i'm the one that really believes that ( Read more... )

all the time i fought for...

and all i wasted..

- rx bandits..

god damnit i see a definite repeat happening soon.

i don't want to be depressed again.. i'm already freaking out. 3rd day straight spent pretty much miserable. i'm pretty sure it doesn't have to be this way.

i hate this.. i always promised myself i wouldn't let this happen again but i didn't let it happen ( Read more... )

something will change. me ( Read more... )