wow there is an actual good band coming here for once. i am happy.

i think i'm getting very pessimistic about living in general.. i just honestly can't see it getting better anytime soon. I just pretty much stopped discussing what goes on. no one would really understand. When it happens it's 50x more sad. when i recite what happened to myself over again in my head afterwards, it's like "that doesn't seem that ( Read more... )

sometimes it's so hard to know who's on your side.. i guess that's why most the time i feel like a loner. or I only want close friends cause i know they are there. and besides them, i abandon everyone else, even family...

i want me and my friends/gfs and whatever to leave and all make it together.. leave all of this and make it on our own.

I'm developing either a wiser outlook on life,
or a very abnormal, brutal honest outlook on life.

i can't decide which one it is yet haha.

i decided what i will major in finally - Software Engineering.
and then I will minor in Computer Science. plus other cool stuff has happened.

Skankin Ninjah: man i love jewel
Skankin Ninjah: we all have our dirty gay secrets
Lusting Faith: hehh and I love Britney
Skankin Ninjah: and morrow likes avril.
Skankin Ninjah: well britney, avril, and jewel
Lusting Faith: hehh
Lusting Faith: cute huh
Skankin Ninjah: kind of.

this has to be the greatest quote

"see, people are disposable. and every now and then I find a heart and mind that match my own, and those are the only ones worth pushing for." - Osker

i feel grown up

==THE TIME YOU STARTED THIS SURVERY:: 11:02 pm ( Read more... )

hep hep

... i can leave tonight or i can die this way.