yes i know im wierd but still... lets see...heres a list of new crap in my life:

-im in track-thrower
-im playing baseball
-im in shapedown-weight loss group.
-i GAINED 5 POUNDS

i am so Freakin mad i swear...
i feel like going to the far end on the universe and scream as FREAKIN loud as possible!!!!!

omg im hacking up all kinds of stuff and i still feel like my eyes are gonna fall out of my head. my friend jennifer is coming over and were gonna go to the mall tomorrow hopefully. yay for me...

i have no idea how i feel today.
part of me is really mad and part of me is completely happy. im having a luau for my b-day on august 20. and i already have all the stuff.

i swear i cant do anything right!!!everything i do is wrong and my family hayes me ( Read more... )

i dont know why but im like so mad that... i dont know... shut up

oh so joyful im so happy... not! omg i cant take it anymore. i mean the only reason i tried so hard was b/c mom and dad were proud and happy. but when they do what they did, i just cried for 3 hours straight. i mean they trusted me and then they go and listen to some random people and all of a sudden they dont trust me anymore. im just about to go ( Read more... )

im like so sad b/c like um um...... i poked myself w/ a used needle and i might have to aputate my finger b/c i might get gang green.

ok so like um i have nothing to do and im having no fun. ive had no fun all week and im totally bummed that im gonna have to take 4 shots now instead of 2.oh and from now on im gonna write a small letter to rachel at the bottom of my page but im hoping that everyone who reads will leave me a comment or advise. thanks everyone ( Read more... )

ok so like im in I.S. right? that stands for inpendant study. and omg rachels back! AND SHES TAN!!! omg and she got me this sta bracelet that im never gonna take off. and she got a new purse! prolly cuz i still have hers!!!lol she is so odd. i predict her making a weird laughing face and going "ok?!"

Rachel,
leave me a comment

ok so like i missed school yesterday on account that i went to clinic and totally forgot to do my theatre homework and now im dead cuz i forgot. i remembered all my other work i just forgot my thaetre work ( Read more... )