im sitting here in internet class ALL finished w/ my work! nothing to do and cant wait to get my money and open a savings account. yay and Rachel loved ur comment on my last entry but i doubt it was eric or jordan who "sent" iti dont know wo yet but ill find out and when i do... i dont know!

ok i know i just wrote but omg ok so like im in shapedown right? and i clean out my purse and put everything back in and go to lunch right? and i set my purse down and get lunch and sit back down and am going through it looking for a pencil and find this wierd necklace w/ a heart shaped trinket and MY birth stone in the center of the heart!!! i ( Read more... )

omg i just recieved $200 from my dad because he got $17000 in back taxes!!! i am so thrilled that things got better so quickly! i mean, who knew that id get 200 dollors?! omg and i told rachel as soon as i could id buy her some clothes. yay

so ok like im sitting here at home and bored but still thinking of rachel!!! not b/c i miss her or anything of course but ... ok i miss her!!! oh sadness, im so darn bored and not too happy cuz rachels odd and left me here all alone!! but im also happy cuz i got $5 for cleaning my basement and im gonna save up for something i dont know wut yet so ( Read more... )

im sitting in independant study by my lonesome b/c rachels in florida having a good time and left me all alone but i dont blame her b/c i would leave too to get away from mr. stahl.

ok so im about to go to a crazy place in Lansing 2morrow and see a doctor. he is a mold specialist and its supposed to help our lawsuit. so im so gonna be absent monday. Rachel again will be like, "omg shes not here," even though i told her id be gone but uts ok cuz shes predictable and has a new bf.

i am so bored i cant stand it and not only that but i feel bad for Rachel b/c she cant get a hold of eric so she can dump him oh so sad.

eric is a complete jerk and i cant believe i put them together. hes so imature. i cant stand him now and niether can Rachel. i cant believe i was sorry over him and wasted MY TIME with his problems!!!gosh.

I swear Im at a dead end hear my parents are pressuring me and i just cant handle it ( Read more... )

Im sitting here in independant study with nothing to do and all I have on my mind is Eric. Im worried that if Rachel dumps him or if he dumps her it'll be my fault. Its not fair to either on of them because Eric cares about Rachel a lot and if they go their seperate ways Ill be depressed. Im worried about them