I saw the bald version of me again! What does this mean? I'm going to be bald too! I wonder if my sweetycakes will still love me? Oh my god, oh my god, OH MY GOD!

I use to think that people with livejournals were wierd but now I'm totally hooked. It's nice to know that there is a place where I can write how I'm truely feeling without being judged and can have such easy access to the cross-dressing and fat-girl-in-undies communities. It's nice to know that I'm not all alone in this big world. It's so easy to ( Read more... )

Had another strange dream last night. In the dream I'm riding River through a dark forest. I am carrying a spear and wearing a dark red toga. A buffalo suddenly comes out of the bushes and gores me in the thigh. I turn around and manage to drive my spear into the beast's neck. Somehow the buffalo keeps coming at me. Just when I am about to be gored ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think that my housemates are spying on me. When nobody else is around I don't think it makes sense for me to wear more clothes than are really needed. I'm starting to think that certain housemates are pretending to leave the house but are really watching me somehow. I'm pretty sure that they sometimes watch me while I sleep. The weird ( Read more... )

When I'm writing these entries I always try to imagine what you guys and gals look like. For some reason in my head you are all women. I find it easier to talk to women. Sometimes it's not easy being such a tough guy. If it wasn't for my love muffin and river, I would probably spend a lot of time at the shrink. A female shrink. But not a really ( Read more... )

I just got back from a quick smoke out back and I swear River was staring at me the entire time! I hope he can't somehow tell sugar thighs 'cause she would kill me.

I think I know where this one came from. In the dream the house I live in was a funeral home! The funerals where held in the livingroom and downstairs was where we did all the body work. My job was to make the bodies look good enough for open casket funerals. I was working on this one old lady when I heard this voice coming from inside her chest. ( Read more... )

Im up shit creek. My partner in class just bailed on the ten page essay we were supposed to work on together. She dropped the class. Ive lost a partner, and now I have to do it all on my own. She chose the topic as well as she claimed know quite a lot on the subject. I went to the library the other day and ALL the books were taken out. Time is ( Read more... )

I'm smoking again. My girlfriend is going to kill me. I tried to quit this weekend but I got so grumpy I snuck a quick one last night. so far only river knows. I'll explain more later. I'm so embarassed.

Ever since that dream last night I haven't been able to stop thinking about boobies. I even saw that strange bald version of myself again today and it totally didn't bother me because I was thinking about boobs. I've decided that as long as he doesn't try to talk or touch me I have no problem with that bald version of myself. Why doesn't breast ( Read more... )