So, I was driving out of the El Charo Parking lot when I saw a priest talking to someone next to a car, Something overcame me and I yelled out "YOU ARE GOING TO HELL FOR WHAT YOU DID TO THAT LITTLE BOY", He looked disturbingly guilty ( Read more... )

I really want to curb stomp Joan Rivers...

I feel like a dumbass... I actually allowed myself to be happy for more than an hour... I should never do that again.

I feel sick, and vulnerable. My birthday had mostly ups, but the downs were very, very low... I'm not very happy at this exact moment. I think I may just be tired, I don't know. I don't really know what's going on in my life and it feels like shit. But on a good note, Brent told me that I was acting like I did before Bloomington. That's good I ( Read more... )

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So I think I may have Pneumonia... or at least some serious chest congestion/sinus infection, I've been sick all week, but it just keeps getting worse. I was supposed to go out with xynar the other day but it ended up that I was going to go to chicago with dave but ended up not going because that was when I started not feeling good then the next ( Read more... )

I have been rapid cycling between anger, the extreme ragelike variety, and Deep despair. I can't seem to cool off, the more I try the worse I get. I can't seem to relax. I'm currently incomunicato... I need to be. I don't want to offend anyone by this, but I can't cool off. Up and Down, no in between lately... I'm calm and cool on the exterior ( Read more... )

Pain is just a side effect of being happy for too long. It seems with every happy moment there seems to be an imense amount of pain... every second I spent happy there seemed to be twice the amount of pain in the end... why not start with pain... maybe happiness is a side effect of pain? I want to hurt again... I'm so numb... I cant seem to even ( Read more... )

I just want you all to know my life sucks bad right now... I got married! should be good news right? nope, She already want's a seperation... Advice to guys out there, girls don't like lies... even small insignificant crap lies that you say just to make conversation. I lost 2 jobs in a week... I really wan't to die but what's new right, I always ( Read more... )

It's strange, feeling so terribly lonely while still surrounded by people who "love" you. The world is so wonderfully georgeous when you look down on it...