i was at two graduation parties today. it's funny how you realize how much your not going to miss everyone. there are only a hand full of people that i'm going to truely miss and one of them might be reading this.

GQ,BMWs,Townhouses,Kenneth Cole shoes,expensive watches,people telling me im sucessful,a growing ego....what am i getting myself into?

I met a girl, shes tiny, shes blonde, she has bangs, shes cute. We kissed. What do I do?

have you ever fell for someone who you know isn't right for you? or not even that it's that they are right for you. maybe that that person seems so out of reach you come to the realization. i am one for crushing on a girl so hard it hurts. and maybe thats my problem...

This feeling is coming back..comfort it seems, although uncomfort surrounds me now. doubt surrounds me now. i want to be good enough. i want to say the right things. i want to look the right way. i want to be the right one. i get so many signs from her. so many possibilities. dont get too excited. dont get too worked up. please dont get too ( Read more... )

City lights don't necissarily bring up the possibility of loving one that you've always loved again. somehow after the nights filled without tossing and turning and nervousness in the form of an uncomfortable stomach she called to say she missed me. as i thought about it on the roof of a four story warehouse maybe she really did have feelings for ( Read more... )

im sick of all you. i do so much for you and you treat me like shit back. you only call or talk to me because you need something. well fuck you. this is where i cut you off. i dont deserve this shit.

Roads seem to get blurry while fighting back tears. Some would suppose driving while getting a heart wrenched out may not be the wisest of ideas, seems like that would be on the bottle of a perscription medicine. Holding the cellular telephone in one hand, steering and shifting with the other makes for a not so comfortable position. I never really ( Read more... )

Last night i became a hypocrite. i gave up something i believed in to feel something instead of her. i haven't been happy for along time now and i had an amazing time with my friends, with people that care about me and like me. i still think about how pretty she is but i dont think about how i want to be with her. i guess my theory about my life is ( Read more... )

I drive and wonder what it would be like if my life was depicted in an independant film. the shot of me driving with "everything i once had" in the background. i love the way i think. things are so dragged out lately. i need to get out, i need to go somewhere and experiance the fact that life doesnt revolve around the people i know. still i can't ( Read more... )

I came along when he broke your heart ( Read more... )