time4menow1965

Will I ever get a break?

time4menow1965 Jun 15, 2010 14:43

Or am I too stupid to know thats not how life works? It seems Im not meant to get a break anymore. Am I supposed to get up every day feeling like crap? Not being able to be without pain, dreading walking up steps? or that part extended walking ANYWHERE? Am I supposed to just do for everyone else while my life falls apart? Am I supposed to ( Read more... )

Here we go again on my own....

time4menow1965 May 15, 2010 17:04

Ok yeah I flunked online journaling yet again but the good news is that Im back for another try. School is over for the summer and I need to accomplish some personal goals. Life is good. Im loving the my sweet Tony who I have been seeing since July of 2009 ( Read more... )

new start

So yeah I really suck at journaling ...

time4menow1965 Feb 03, 2010 12:52

but im gonna try again... Im here im still fat.....what else is new.....guess 2009 wasnt that great (weight wise anyway). My bright spot was meeting a wonderful man that I am so in love with and you will probably read about him many times:) Im still out of work but went back to school in September 2009 so atleast I am working towards something.

Yes Im still alive

time4menow1965 Jul 01, 2009 15:51

I just saw that "Post an Entry" button and it said last entry 5 wks ago. Wow thats sad! I went from someone who journaled 4-5 times a week to nothing in 6 months ( Read more... )

Is this for me?

time4menow1965 May 23, 2009 15:22

I've journaled for years and suddenly this year I decided to become an online journal junkie. I thought it would be the same. Sadly it hasn't and I'm realizing why. I worry about what others say and do and think, I worry whether my grammar and spelling is correct. I know i could hid all these posts and post for myself. I've thought about that ( Read more... )

Writer's Block: Protecting America from another financial catastrophe

time4menow1965 May 06, 2009 09:13

This may sound rather uneducated as im not much for politics but I say stop the greed and take care of our own country. Stop the war and let them all (other countries) take care of themselves for once.

allstate fed reg, government financial protection, allstate, writer's block

So I tried...

time4menow1965 Apr 30, 2009 22:33

I decided back in end of March that I wanted to be off some of the meds I have been taking for a while now. While some I need to be on like my synthroid, and possibly the neurotonin for the nerve damage (although Im not really sure it does anything). j Im also on tizanidine, ultram and motrin ( Read more... )

meds, school, pain management

Easy like Sunday Morning

time4menow1965 Apr 26, 2009 09:41

I'm not really good at writing and putting down my thoughts cohesively. I had promised myself that I would write down what I ate here because I thought that would keep me on track. Well, along with all the other stress in my life, getting to the computer to write stuff down has been one of them...especially on weekends. I chose to put my ( Read more... )

Writer's Block: Beautiful Vistas

time4menow1965 Apr 23, 2009 18:08

Standing on the beach on the island of Rhodes, Greece in 1995 with my feet in the water.

writer's block, beautiful places, multimedia

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time4menow1965 Apr 21, 2009 16:31

Well after good several days of feeling pretty happy Ive hit another ditch in the road of life. The ex BF who supposedly was all for "remaining friends" moved away on Friday and didnt even call, text or say goodbye in any way. I knew this day was coming. Why do men have such a hard time granting the women in their life closure. Thats all I ( Read more... )