time4menow1965

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time4menow1965 Apr 16, 2009 17:25

Some days Im sure we all feel like restless children peering out the window waiting something good to come up to our door ( Read more... )

Ever have a relationship where you were totally in love with the person physically but didnt have anything else going on?

Then meet someone else who give you everything you need in every other aspect but your not sure that youre physically attracted?

HELP!!!

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time4menow1965 Apr 08, 2009 16:40

I suck at pretty much anything but existing these days.........**sigh** I just have no motivation to get going and do the things I should be doing ( Read more... )

whining

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time4menow1965 Apr 02, 2009 09:49

I am sitting here fighting back tears. I have just spent the last half hour talking to an old friend that I have not seen in several years. I find myself rocking in my chair, the emotions I am feeling are so real. You see , he finally had the courage to leave his marriage and put it all behind him after 25 yrs. I told him what I am going thru ( Read more... )

self worth, guilt, acceptance

Writer's Block: Prison Time

time4menow1965 Mar 30, 2009 09:21

My freedom. My kids. Rob. Sunshine. Kissing. Hugging,

prison time, writer's block, national geographic channel

Things that make me happy...

time4menow1965 Mar 27, 2009 10:34

Ive seen a few people post this recently and the idea has grown on me to the point that I have found myself thinking about what makes me happy quite often over the last two days. Not what or who USED to make me happy but what or who makes me happy right now. There is no random order of importance to these ( Read more... )

Writer's Block: Previously on My Journal

time4menow1965 Mar 27, 2009 10:31

For the most part nothing since I write about my daily life and struggles. Anyone who is a close in real life to me knows of these struggles. I have written some personal things about loves in my life and I suppose if family read it they may wanna know who that person is....lol

journal recaps, writer's block

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time4menow1965 Mar 26, 2009 22:21

Well I got myself to the doctors this afternoon finally and all this misery for the last week and a half has been a sinus infection. I am on Biaxin (freaking horse pills) for 14 days. Good reason to push water and eat lots of yogurt which ugh I dont like but the consequences of not doing that are WORSE lol ( Read more... )

emotional physical, sickness

Forcing myself

time4menow1965 Mar 24, 2009 11:38

I have someone in my life who shouldnt be. I have several people in my life who shouldnt be. Be mean to me and I can cry and get over you and usually move on. Keep talking to me and well apparently I can be the asshole who will hold on. I know theres nothing there I know he has moved on. I also know I need to do something... not sure what ( Read more... )

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time4menow1965 Mar 23, 2009 15:25

Its been a rough time lately. I haves so wanted to talk here but yet didnt because I just feel no one listens. I feel so empty anymore. Nothing really matters. Nothing gets me going. I know deep down inside I have to be the change I want to experience. I know its all up to me to do it. Im just tired...tired of getting kicked in the teeth.