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[time4menow1965]

Its been a rough time lately.  I haves so wanted to talk here but yet didnt because I just feel no one listens.  I feel so empty anymore. Nothing really matters.  Nothing gets me going.  I know deep down inside I have to be the change I want to experience.  I know its all up to me to do it.  Im just tired...tired of getting kicked in the teeth.

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[shrinkingmrs]

Amen sister!! AMEN!!

[rowena_falkirk]

Warm Hugs!

I am sorry that you are having a rough time. I was on vacation for a week and then last week I was recovering from said vacation. I am here now... talk to me.

Oh. and yes, you have been on the "prayer list" this whole time, and will remain so, until you are "balanced" once again. It would be nice to know your name (first name, or a shorter nick-name only) or something a little shorter than "Time4menow1965", I guess God knows who you are when I spit all that out. He is God, I am certain He can find you, and bless you either way. 8-) Not that I am "churchy" by any means.

Again, warm Hugs!!

[time4menow1965]

thanks hun my name is Veronica. I just want to be happy and I feel like no matter what I do someone or something comes along and pulls my happiness away from me. I was so happy to be over my health scare and within 24 hrs my life came to a halt again. My ex is in the hospital, very sick and has no salary continuation after 4/13. I cant find work and without his help I will most likely have to uproot the kids and sell the house. I just want a normal trials and tribulations to deal with not all this life altering crap all the time

[rowena_falkirk]

That sure is traumatic! I am also sorry to hear that your ex is hospitalized and that he has no chance of salary in the immediate future. You will be on the prayer list, for the best outcome for all concerned. Uprooting the kids so darn near to the end of the school year would suck, for you, for the kids, for everybody.

I am certain that you will pull through this, in time. You are strong. You are smart. You will be fine. You know what is coming. Prepare now, with what *is* within your control. Grab a pen and pad of paper and write down what needs to be accomplished, so you can see what you are working on. This way you can see exactly where you stand and then plan steps to get you through this turbulent time. Stability is coming, it's going to take a little time and creative thinking.

Should you need help "brain storming" I would be glad to brain storm with you. My personal email is shilo11 (at) mail (dot )com if you would prefer to carry on this conversation in privacy.

Again, Warm Hugs!

[lindsayturi]

I know life is rough for you right now. I wish there was some way I could help. You have my very best wishes for things to tilt your way soon.

[danaewinters]

Yeah, it's hard to stay positive when it seems like you're getting hit with one thing after another. But hey, it WILL pass, and things will be better for you - and while I know it seems to much to "get going" when depression kicks in, just do your best to "get through" until you can. Hell, it's what I'm doing now, and so far it's working!

[clockworkblack]

I hear that. If it's any comfort, I promise you I listen. : ) I read every one of your posts, even if I don't comment. I can totally relate to feeling dejected and discouraged... I just wrote about it last week. But we HAVE to keep going... we HAVE to. <3