Early start again for no reason. Had some weird ass dreams. So now my day is like any other. Sit and wait for things to happen. Or create my own plan of chaos. Fuck I'm lonley

Wow its been 8 years since I wrote in this, I'm not gonna try toFill that gap. What's new with me?. Not a god dam thing. No job at the moment, yes I get unemployment. No girlfriend, fucked up the relationships that matter. So here I am summer time and a fresh start. Seasons beatings.

whats up mother fuckers. im drunk and buzed and im typing uin my journal. yep. life is good. never was better. every thinks laura is a dumb ho. ha

where should i begin. last night we had our cd releis party at toads. we were headlining. it was most excelent. it was the best show i and my band has ever played. hell yes there was sick amounts of metal thrashing mad. indeed, my summer has been really great so far. alor of parties and lots os drinking. but o well its all in good fun. at toads we ( Read more... )

holy fucking shit it has probally been like a month sinse i have written in this thing. i havent had the time. let me recap. for like a month i tried to get laura to go back out with me and i felt like shit every day bassically. yep and then things got worse and then she dident want to talk to me anymore and that was like a month ago and i havent ( Read more... )

x. birthday = august 15 1986 ( Read more... )

so where did i leave off last? um...... firday i went to a concert with the guyz. it was fun. full of moshpiting and crowd surfing. then on saturday i went to crew. spraypainted these giant balls. did my thing u know the deal. had a interesting talk with the germ about laura. im not going to get into the deatales. but some things you hear and it ( Read more... )

lets see.... alot has happened since i last wrote in this. i think. i cant remember what i wrote about last. i finished the movie that we were shooting today. the title of the movie was "its just busness" its about the assination of jfk. once joe edits it the movie should be really good. its great when im out hangin out with the guys. i dont think ( Read more... )

yea i wrote out this whole thing by hand but thats upstares and i really dont feel like gettint it. um........ friday i went to pats house we chilled there had a fire it was good untill pat left with mendro. then gina started to flip out and so i left. got home early at like 10. talked to laura for like 2 seconds online. but she was at her friends ( Read more... )

kill destroy evil i now employ distruction hate you cant escape your date. run hide either way you will die. mass murder decay, my army of darkness with join the fray ( Read more... )