yea i just got a call from trish wasted. shes is fucking gone everyone is over katies gouse getting shitfaced. i wish i was there cuz i would show all of them how to drink. lol yea i dunno it is scarry how so much has changed in little time. when i was going out with laura no 1 ever drank and i was really the only person who did and we never got to ( Read more... )

yesterday was 420 but i will get to that in a min, yea i havent written in this for like a week or somethin so heres the deal i was trying to talk with laura but it tore me up and shit. long story yea she wants to be friends with me and that would be good i guess. time will tell. then i got off groundment and have been chillin with my friends ever ( Read more... )

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i dont evin know why im postimg this ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck shit bitch piss cunt!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!! now i wish i never told her all of it was pointless

today i wrote laura a letter. explaining shit. telling her how i feel. this is what she said ( Read more... )

today was deffinatly not a good day, i had really bad chest pains all day and wasent feeling good. then my dad got worse when i was laura and bill walking teogther down the halway. i said hi to her but she just looked at me. it felt like someone riped out my heart, and stomped on it.worst feeling ever. tonight my grandparents came over for dinner ( Read more... )

yea my mom is back. she ok thats good, now shes just tired as hell now the only thing that would of made this day better would of been laura getting her comp back and her beig online

easter is suposto be a happy day but for me its not. this morning my mother had to go to the er. she had really bad chest pains and couldent breath. so she is now at yale. she is doing better now. but we dont know if she is going to come home today. yea i hope she is doing better. they gave her nitro glycerin or somethin for the pain. i think my ( Read more... )

Today was a ok day i guess, altho i woke up at 6 45 because my fucking blindz are thin and the sun goes right into my eyes and wakes me up. once im awake i cant fall back asleep and to make matters worse i started to think about laura and that further made me not fall back asleep. so then i got up and took like a 2 hour shower and just thought and ( Read more... )

today was one of the worst days that i have had in a long time. First off i come to school and nick dident pay Taylor and that pissed me off. then the day crept on like a slow agaozining death. one min at a time. then in lunch i dunno iwas just annoyed at every little thing. i dont know just little things set me off. iv been pretty annoyed all the ( Read more... )