Today has been a pretty uneventful day. Got up and jogged like usual, did the dishes, and folded the laundry. After that I've been pretty lazy. Still doing good with not b/ping; yeah for me. I'm trying to stay focused on the whole healthy aspect of living. As long as I look at it in terms of health and not weight I'm usually okay. Was extremely ( Read more... )

It's been a couple of days since I last posted. Not too much going on right now. My husband's on vacation from work so that's been nice. He's been able to hang out with me during the day and it sure is a nice change of pace. Plus he's whipping my butt into shape, seriously it's like I have my own personal trainer. If this doesn't get my body back ( Read more... )

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yeah, you read it right. I really screwed up. I knew I was having the feeling and I knew I needed to resist but for some reason I didn't even want to talk myself out of it. I felt like I needed the release. twice in a week, that's definatly not good. I need to be stronger than this, I know I do. I felt like such an idiot afterwards. I knew I had ( Read more... )

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Eysenck's Test Results Extraversion (42%) moderately low which suggests you are quiet, unassertive, and aloof.
Neuroticism (65%) moderately high which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and nervous.
Psychoticism (45%) medium which suggests you are moderately offensive, uncooperative, and rebellious.
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What comes to mind when you hear....snow?:winter ..rain?:yuk ..tornado?:Dorothy ..summer love?:Grease ..Jon?:Travolta ..Mike?:? ..Shea?:? ..banana?:rama ..dizzy?:ditzy ..Laura?:Ingalls ..Juan?:valdez ..car?:54 where are you ..white?:black ..peppermint?:patty ..New Found Glory?:nothing ..placebo?:pill ..orange juice?:no pulp ..candid camera?:funny . ( Read more... )

I'm in a better place today. Not worried about the oopsy that I had the other day; purging. It's done, it's over, I've started fresh. As far as how I'm feeling, not too bad. Feel lonely most of the day but let's face it that's because I am alone most of the day. At least until my kids and my husband get home. Can't wait till I get a job, I need to ( Read more... )

10 years ago I was...1):I was pregnant with my second child 2):Living in Virginia ( Virginia Beach) 3):hiding my eating disorder 4):younger with longer hair 5):living with sleep deprivation because of my first child 5 years ago I was...1):I was living in New York (north country) 2):dealing with a 3,4, and6 year old 3):getting help for the first ( Read more... )