lately i don't write anything because i don't know what to write. i am not unhappy, just suspended.

Gabby ( Read more... )

I got an A+ in my BioPhysics class!

here in this familiar place it comes to me in waves- the shame, the guilt, the hint of recognition.
and yet these feelings are only memories of feelings, the overwhelming experience of being myself as i once was, one more time, over and over again.

Anyone have any good ideas to get rid of "Ron"? I thought if I ignored him and deleted his comments he would go away, but its been months and hes more persistent then ever ( Read more... )

"Liz ( Read more... )

What is most difficult is that I am now the focal point of my own life. This leaves me feeling frightened, sketchy and unsatisfied. I am irritable, nervous and edgy. I am unaccustomed to this lack of boundaries, and like a stray dog I find myself skulking about in corners, twitchy and weird and baring my teeth. We do not speak of this, us feminists ( Read more... )

Go see "Rachel getting Married."

i left new orleans and moved back to new york ( Read more... )

its not because i am too cool for school. it is because i am ashamed. and guilty. and i am afraid of the past.