first date last night.

it was awesome.

he finally came around.

well nothing happened. again. but i heart everyone from the party.
hopefully someone will be at marie's tomorrow night and they will help me get over tonight.
sounds like a good plan at one thirty in the morning....

right.

Owen and I talk a lot on facebook. probably one message a day. we've been talking about my birthday recently and part of a message he sent me read "Tell you what, I can give you a preliminary oral exam talk for your birthday ( Read more... )

as always when i get too hot in the middle of the night my mind thinks the best way to wake me up is to create lots of nightmares. last night these included being late for work, trashing my boss' apartment, my grandma getting drunk, running away from something and ending up at a gas station that felt very safe, and my work actually being moved, ( Read more... )

i got a raise and a promotion. :)

but i want a boy. or maybe a man. not sure.
anyway. not enough going on in the boy department in general.

i love the office :)

grr.
and my birthday is coming up. and i have no idea what to do. or what i could do that includes all my friends.

*sigh*
i thought i wanted to write but i guess not.

uhmmm. i wanted to say something but i forgoted it ( Read more... )

i watched taken with chelsea.
omg, i cried.
and then i came home and hugged my dad.
it was a wonderful feeling.

yay!

i accidentally slept in today. i woke up at 7:19 which is exactly one minute before my bus gets here. yay! lol, but i got to sleep in till about nine which was mostly a daydream and it was excellent ( Read more... )

i love john.
i wish he lived here.
he would never call. we would hang out about as much as we do now, but we would be close. we could touch each other. he would make me happy.
and then last night, i think about how im so indiscriminate about who i'm with, i just closed my eyes and pretended it was john, i fooled myself real good too, cause i kept ( Read more... )