i feel so disconnected from my mom's family right now. and its not all my fault and i don't know how to fix it.
my grandmother hates me. and she loves my brother.
and she doesn't know me or ask the right questions or say the right things.
and i want to say the things she wants to hear to make this all better.
and i want to unknow the things i know ( Read more... )

You are easy going and naturally happy. You don't need a lot to make you smile ( Read more... )

Owen said i'm beautiful.

and it makes me sad.

i went to Chris and Scott's grandparents house on friday night. and even though i drank way too much and the floor was cold and perry hates me and me and helen are friends, im still happy about it ( Read more... )

owen saw what mia wrote and so instead of a nice long reply to my message i got this:

"So, I saw the comment Mia made on one of our photos from a few days ago. I just wanted to make sure we're on the same page, here. I'm only interested in being friends. We never really talked about that, so I wanted to say that to you before I made some comment to ( Read more... )

I've been really happy lately. And I don't know why. Nothing that would normally be a big cause of happiness is happening to me right now. I'm single, which usually depresses me, but its not. And i have like three friends, who are all incredible people, but normally, i feel like going crazy when i hang around the same people a lot. and i get sick ( Read more... )

last night, me jesse and grayland watched pineapple express ( Read more... )

who's fucking bright idea was it to cast cameron diaz as the mother in my sister's keeper?

like. seriously???

im actually angry about this.

i was happy today.

i want to hold hands and get a back rub.

i miss him.

I am a booty call.

Dear God,
What have I let myself become?
Love, Kristina