I will be home wednesday to sunday. I don't know what I will do all that time. I don't think I can stand my family that long. I don't have many friends at home anymore. Is it even home now? Maybe I should say my parents home. Murphy and Cooper are going to meet. I am nervous about how they will do. I took Murphy to the dog park yesterday and ( Read more... )

I found out that my first class was canceled on my way to school so I have an hour with nothing to do before math. I am so bored. I looked around at the student life center/lounge to see if any clubs were giving away food but no luck. Is it bad that when bored my first thought turns to food? I hate the way I look right now. It will be even worse ( Read more... )

i am starting to make friends here in duluth. finally. I have been here for a year. At least it's happening now. It would be a lot easier for me to hang out with my friends if I was allowed to accept rides from them. I am allowed to ride in their cars but only if they give a copy of their drivers liscence and insurance information to bluewater ( Read more... )

I had to come to Minneapolis to see my dr. today so I decided to make a visit until thursday. I don't have recent phone numbers for most people so I can't call anyone. If you are around give me a call so we can hang out. I haven't seen most of you for a very long time. I don't like posting my number but I am lonely enough to do it anyways. 612 ( Read more... )

I have been ignoring the internet for quite awhile. Actually I have been ignoring everything. It has been kind of depressing lately. I have had nothing to do since I didn't want to make plans until I knew about my mobility. Not being able to get out of the house much led to a lot of Law & Order marathons and feeling like a bowl of Jello. My ( Read more... )

Friday's surgery went ok. The doc described it as 'long and complicated' I was in surgery for about 6 hours. I don't know what about it took longer than expected. Unfortunately a few hours after I got out of surgery my surgeon left for several days so he wasn't there to answer my questions. Somewhere along the line someone fucked up and never ( Read more... )

My surgery was supposed to be today. When I called the hospital yesterday to get my appointment time they said I wasn't on the schedule. I don't know where in the chain of paperwork it got screwed up but my surgery had to be rescheduled for friday. In the big picture it's not a big deal, I'm just very frustrated. It took a lot for me to get ( Read more... )

Yesterday was super-scary. I had woken up early so at 9 AM I decided to lie back down. When I woke up I felt kind of weird, like my head was super heavy and I had difficulty keeping my eyes open even though I know I got enough sleep. I decided to get dressed and went down to my knees (side note: I move around my room on my knees a lot since ( Read more... )

I have realized that my picture icon thingy is 3 years old. Since then I haven't taken many pictures I like. I have a decent one on my computer that I might put up. Can't right now though because I am on my parents computer (In Minneapolis!!!) I get to see Jenny tomorrow! No one else has called/posted me to get together:( I feel weird calling ( Read more... )

I am coming home to minneapolis from wednesday to sunday, anybody want to see me? My days will be pretty empty except for cleaning in preparation for my mom's birthday party on saturday. I am mostly sane now in case that worries anybody. I know I have been kind of a downer when I have seen people the past few times. Call, email, or post I miss ( Read more... )