i hate it here i hate it here i hate it here.

somebody set me free please. let me out.

why must you scorn everything i do?

i'm a bad runner, driver, camp counselor, daughter, sister, friend,...

so i woke up this morning with no voice. so hollering at kids was out of the question.. i stayed home. and died of boredom and frustration at being sick in august and not having run in three days. had to work at 6.. drove straight into a thunderstorm. the route i take to work goes through the mountains.. the sky dropped on my car. it was dark as ( Read more... )

i only pretended to work today. between the games and the arts and crafts i listened to justine the c.i.t.'s detailed stories of high school life. [prom, prom, boys, prom]. watching kids be kids brings a smile to my face ( Read more... )

went for a night run.. with the moon and the lightning bugs to guide me. about halfway through i noticed a black shape bearing down on me across a moonlit lawn. a very excited dog. she refused to let me go any farther, but insisted on running the whole way home with me. now she's sitting on the porch. i like running with a dog. hmmmm...

an afternoon off... what to do?

worked 9 to 2 at the camp today.. a hot and sticky run.. 6 to 10 at macy's. now i'm tired and whiny and shinsplinty. life moves too damn fast.. i just want to say, go on guys, go on without me, i'll just lie down for a while...
what am i doing this for again? i forget.

constantly. my hope is that all this will pay off come fall.. i really hope it does, and that i find myself satisfied with the degree to which it does, or this beautiful summer that i'm barely aware of will feel wasted.. so much i haven't done yet ( Read more... )

well the friends have all gone home. the house is oh so quiet, and i'm back to work again. it was great to see everyone.. i wish things had turned out better for all...
this leaves me a little sad, but mostly hopeful for next year.

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