doug bradley, the guy who played pinhead, came to campus today... he talked to us about death and corpses and gore and stuff. it was pretty fucking cool. he also recited a nice little gruesome "hellbound heart" passage, did some horror storytelling, and made a bunch of jokes about dying. i enjoyed it ( Read more... )

can't decide if i feel like going to the show on nov 13th... the birthday massacre are the only band there even worth seeing, if you ask me ( Read more... )

it's been a good weekend. spent pretty much all of it with suzi. we watched the prophecy 2 and 3... i was kind of disappointed in both. especially the latter. gabriel as a good guy just doesn't work. and where the fuck was satan ( Read more... )

finished a new song tonight. it's about someone i used to know a long time ago, and what became of her when "what went around" came back around.

please let me know what you think.

Clinical Torment - "Eyes"
(right click, Save Target As...)

( lyrics )

finally got my car back from the shop after my little wreck. only cost me about three hundred bucks. though that's pretty much the only good thing that's happened lately.

i'm so fucking sick of everything.

i need to get the hell away from this town.

right. so ( Read more... )

well, shit ( Read more... )

god damn it.

i can't take this back and forth shit.

one minute i'm fine... the next, i start falling apart again.

GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HEAD.

i see your eyes in dreams

- paris burning

it's strange how quickly things can change ( Read more... )

went to altered image and got a couple more holes poked in me today. so now i've got 2 new rings in my left ear cartilage. i think i might go back in a few days and get a ring in my right nostril as well. why not. i need more metal in my face ( Read more... )