Well i got casted in the one acts and my script is a hit. i got alot of people who wanna be involved and who are helping in big ways. my new job is going good, should have some good cash flow soon.

hopefully this isn't just the calm before the storm

I think i might have found myself. discovered who i am and what i need to do.
My future is becoming more vivid and i can see the light.
i gotta not let myself get distracted or let anything get in my way.
time to hit the ground running

In other words i finished my zombie script last night i sent it to a few people and they love it. im really confident ( Read more... )

2009 i spent the majority of the year in aghanistan ( Read more... )

reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.

This is a quality i only see in my select maybe 8 friends and even them sometimes i have lapses of doubt. It was something i used to give to people once i meet them and id give to total strangers but now people i have known for years i dont even trust.

5 ( Read more... )

Can you lie next to her and give her your heart, your heart?
As well as your body, and can you lie next to her and confess your love, your love?
As well as your folly and can you kneel before the king and say ‘I’m clean’, ‘I’m Clean’?
But tell me now where was my fault, in loving you with my whole heart?
But tell me now where was my fault, in ( Read more... )

What is this winter break thing? since when do i get to just take a month off for Christmas in relax. whats this! whats this! haha

This has been my break thus far.

Thursday 12/09/10: last final went good but jumbled up first monologue but conquered the second. got my boxing set up and bench. turned walk in closet into boxing gym and set up bench ( Read more... )

  wow im so fucking glad that when my lease is up that im moving away. fuck bothell and just about everyone i know here. this was the last straw with bothell ppl. i will no longer associate myself with the vast majority of bothell ppl and when june comes goodbye. im fucking fed up with all the bullshit and fake ppl. i cant take im gone, good ( Read more... )

      So now that the quarter is nearing the end i have figured out what degree im going for. i figured out that i want to either act or be a director when i am older so im turning my complete focus to the cause. im going for the performance arts/ film making AA tranfer degree and seeying if i can do this. ive been doing alot of movies and acting ( Read more... )

where am i going? what do i want to do? who are my friends? why am i alone? i neeed to build the wall and shut inside.

fuck  you shut up.

this is stupid.

its time to get off here.

sleep and forget

             Bad things come in 3s. i got my second bad news. whats next?? who knows. My Grandmother has been diagnosed with pancreatic cancer. she finds out Monday what they can do to fix it. she has 2 possibilitys if she gets the surgery she has a couple years left. If she cant get surgery she will have 6 months. whats the third bad  news....