Im not deleting this because i like to look back and laugh at things in my past. i was using this as an outside way to vent. i liked the fact that it was private like but at the same time people can still read if they stumbled across it and cuz its nice to just put everything out on the web because it makes you feel better but now i just ( Read more... )

                so this weekend has been ok. Went on a huge hike and smoking adventure through the depths of Blythe with Dan tray and Matt. it was so much fun but very tiring haha. them came home and the Justin and Alana came over and we all got stoned and i got drunk. went back to dans house, went on another adventure walk. then came home and ( Read more... )

             so now its the weekend. im officially decided i don't think i wanna leave my apt for the weekend. i think some serious soul searching is in order. i believe it is necessary for me to reset a little. Monday i get paid and i can truely set up my cave so i don't have to go anywhere. im gonna pack this shit like a fucking bomb shelter and ( Read more... )

             so disappearing seems to have worked. worked better then expected. i dont think anyone has noticed i deleted facebook. no one texts me anymore and i spend my day smoking weed and drawing. im trying to truely release my creative side and try to find an answer. i like not going out anymore, life is more peacfull. everything should be ( Read more... )

                     For the last 2 months i have debated many places for me to go to disappear. few ideas are local such as moving in with my mother or grandma. Ive also considered moving to Kansas with my dad or moving in with multiple friends from the marine corps that is scattered around the US. after thinking for about 2 months i decided that ( Read more... )

hahaha what comes up must come down. once again im in a hole. this time i dont know how to get out ( Read more... )

wow alot has changed from my random post 2 fucking years ago!!!!! umm i went to afghanistan. for 7 months. got back and got engaged to chelsey. see previous posts bout her haha. by previous i mean a long time ago haha. after 2 months of being engaged she went crazy and left me. fucked me up big time. i went through like 3 months of doing nothing. ( Read more... )

well since my last entry alot of shit has happened. im now 20 haha turning 21 in a few months. ive been in the marine corps for almost 3 years. i have 16 tattoos one sleeve and im working on the second one. last year i went on the 11th meu and got to go to many countrys like. singapore,bahrain,bangladesh,kuwait,dubai,djibouti,australia and tazmania ( Read more... )

so ive decided that i only got 5 months left till i go to bootcamp ( Read more... )

this song for the most part states exaxtly how ive felt for the last week

How did it start ( Read more... )