future looks bleak.

i dont understand why im doing so badly.
well, actually, that's a lie. i do.
i dont dedicate enough time, effort (well maybe not effort, just time) into anything i do anymore.
i've lost interest, hope, and any form of passion i once had.

life is so great.

Amazing lives amaze me. My life is a little jealous. I wish I had a story to tell.

I think I'm ..... When is it coming??? (nervous)

... go... with the flow
dananana

I won't let anything get in my way this time.
I need to accomplish this goal. For once, I am determined. I believe in myself.

It seems like everyone's lives are falling apart. What is wrong with the world? 2009, I thought you were supposed to bring good.

My life, this semester, has been composed of rumors, lies, and disappointment ( Read more... )

2009
Hopefully a year that will bring new loves, less heartbreak, and less flightiness.
I've already started to begin anew and it makes me nervous, excited, and hopeful.
Happy new years to you.

I'm just a failure in general.

I'm special! Yay!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zmM2RwlxGt0
watch this shizzz. amazinggggg.