( seriously... )

I just want to sit here all day and look for new music! Fuck! I am so behind on music.

MGMT - Kids <3
(but apparently it is such a hipster song. pfft, who cares?)

Can I just dance, also? Fuck math homework.

I keep having crazy nightmares.

And today was an utterly painful day. I never felt pain in such random and numerous places. I was just not in the mood for anything.

I miss him. Really, 6 weeks is waaay too long. The funny thing is that I think he misses me more. Everytime he sees me online, he wants to webcam.. which is a tad bit of a hassle for me because my mother is oh-so-nosey, and I hate sharing my personal life with her ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been losing a lot of friends lately, or even just having a lot of conflicts with the ones I have. At school, I was really excited to finally live with people that I enjoy living with, two people who I considered some of my best friends at Berkeley. And now, it seems that I'm in a living situation where nobody really gets along with ( Read more... )

There has to be SOMETHING that I'm good at..

I just need to find it.

I just bought a pilates mat with my dining hall meal points. how freaking awesome is that?!

on the otherhand, i've made some bad decisions... sigh.

Boys are pigs and nothing else.

I'm going to Taiwan for twelve weeks this summer to take an "intensive beginner's course" in Chinese.

This will be interesting, well, if I survive my allergies of the pollution in Taiwan (I'm set to pack tons and tons of Claritin). I'll probably regret saying this later, but I really just want to get away.

Why?