I think I might have some kind of anxiety disorder. Or maybe I'm just psyching myself out, but I've been feeling really panicky and stressed lately, sometimes over nothing at all. But overall, I wish I could lower the total amount of stress in my life. Just relax and chillll... Maybe I should take up smoking cigarettes. Hah, I'm just kidding ( Read more... )

I need to get my life together. This is not working for me.

I think I probably met about 50 people last night. It was fun. Maybe I'm finally getting over my awkward anti-social phase... hah. I'm trying to put myself out there and do really fun college-y things. Isn't this what college is all about?

Here are my notes from my CS Lecture...

“cond” to “and” and “or ( Read more... )

i think too much. and it can only be translated into
bro
                ken
words
                            liiike
                  t h i s . .... . . .

i fail.

I can tell this semester will be a lot harder. The fact that I'm now really in college has hit and I feel so insignificantly small.

During the holiday break, PG&E were doing some electrical work near the second level of my dorm (the first level is actually "underground") and by some freak accident, they broke a fire hydrant nearby, causing the entire second floor to be flooded. And since there was so much water, apparently, it leaked to the first floor, my floor, and caused ( Read more... )

Today I re-visited the Tech Museum of Innovation in San Jose's Body Worlds exhibit. It was just as amazing as the first time I visited it, and was definitely worth the zero dollars of admission, thanks to my previous volunteering. Plastination... is just so surreal. My sister and I also stopped by the San Jose Art Museum, which was fairly pleasant ( Read more... )

I deleted some people. Not because I don't like you, just because I don't know if you still exist on Livejournal. And since I haven't been on Livejournal for a really long time, I added some new people too and a lot of people deleted me also. I'm trying to start anew with this journal thing, and I hope you'd like to be friends ( Read more... )