THe PAin is unbearable. I cant stand it anymore. am i dying? i dont know what ot think anymore. this is the fourth night that this shit has woken me up. please let me know when i will be able to be rid of this shit. Today i am going to the doctor. exactly 12 hours from now. i can barely wait to go i want to head there now but that isnt an ( Read more... )

FUCK> this is super stressful. fuck fuck fuck fuck

I have got it. turkey hotdogs and broccoli. IT tastes like dirt b ut it served its purpose. i hope i can get this done2 354

out of control. everything is compounding right now. i cant handle it and i am getting mroe and more frustrated by the second. please someone help me.

Crying, Pissing, and moaning. i listen to it everyday. you would think that if someone had a problem they would bring it up, get advice and try and implement it. not continue to complain blindly. you would think. i think its fucked up what happened. how could you disrespect me as if you werent related to me. i will never think of you the ( Read more... )

the experience has been new. and it has taught me that i know a great deal less than i thought i did. it is interesting to experience going from a place where the people really knew me and thought i was good, almost looked up to me ina sense. for some of course others not so much. but really appreciated me to a place where no one cares. IT ( Read more... )

I live far. away. I miss my friends. i am now officially socially awkward. i dont knwo what to say or when to say something and i havent gotten them sea legs. the adventure to this new place is interesting but jesus christ i cant take much more of living with a sibling. beyond my dreams for freedom, i have a dream to have a comfortable life. ( Read more... )

yeah i wonder what i am doing. what have i really done wrong. when will i relize what i can fix and what i should leave alone. i am tired and wish my life were different. i am grateful for many things but very sad abotu many others. life with no trace of purpose is no life at all. i hate this feeling. like you have wronged somoen but you ( Read more... )

I know that no one reads these things anymore adn that is fine. I just want to should out to people back in GA and let yall knwo that its different up here. money to be made but i miss the peopel that i had come to knwo very well . this week was filled witha lot of sorrow and a lot of happiness. sorry that so much sadness came from em moving but ( Read more... )

lately, there has been so much shit going on in my life that i dont even know where i stand on any issue. i am losing my fucking mind. i cant decide what i should or should not listen to or what i should or should not think, there is no way that i can continue on like this and no reason i should be in this situation. how can you know what the ( Read more... )