i have to say taht i usually enjoy new experiences. but sometimes those experiences are horrible just awful and they will follow you around. i was of the impression that they would follow me around forever and that is something that is really depressing. forever is a very long time. why would i let something that i chose at one point follow me ( Read more... )

that is the best description of how i feel most of the time. many things on my brain and many things that i cant figure out. when will i change, where will i end up, how will i get myself under contorl? all of these questions that i cant find the answers too and what bothers me more is if i will ever find the answers. sometimes i wonder if ( Read more... )

no matter how hard i try, everyone loses

This is a year for me unlike any other. why you ask? because its 2009 fuckface and that has never happened before. other than that its just 365 days for me to run around trying to figure out the meaning of life. maybe there isnt one and maybe there is but i will try to find it ( Read more... )

this is not the way i imagined things would be at this time. there are tons and tons of things i would habve liked ot have done differently along the wahy. decisions that i would have liked to say i hadnt made and ones that i would also like to take credit for. what is throughly depressing still is the lack of udnerstanding that i have abotu ( Read more... )

there was fuckin up ( Read more... )

its what we do for fun. we attempt to pretend we are in complete control of everythign around us. like it is everyone else who is having the problems but the fact of this matter is that we are losing our minds. we go throughy and on in our shitty lifes and we have no idea what is going on. we pretend and it makes us completely useless to the ( Read more... )

There is a lot in this world that people are fortunate enough to have and they often do not appreciate it until it has left them. I can say that I have been guilty of this in the past and I am making it top priority to make sure that I know just what I have. I am constantly worried that there is something that I am taking for granted and not giving ( Read more... )

As with many international organizations, the world bank has made it a priority to help others. With that in mind the world bank still has many different aspects to its make up that set it apart from othre IO's. With a purpose that we currently are that aims to help those countries that can no longer help themselves, the world bank also has a ( Read more... )

what is missing form your life? you dont have everything and you know it is true. so what is missing. money? friends? loved ones? trust ( Read more... )