blerg. no more job searching tonight.

i'm starting to stress about finding a full time job for when my unemployment runs out. yikes. I've got a little while yet but when I get inside the 3 month mark i'm really going to get stressed. yarg.

ah well. maybe some more interesting postings will show up soon.

my dreams have been so vivid lately. last night was ( Read more... )

last night i had a dream that i was back in college. and it was just between Jr. and sr. year and the two roommates i'd been living with the whole time (Leah & Ally) decided to live together, just the two of them, and rejected me very clearly. In the dream I wasn't just hurt I was hysterically angry and rejected and hurt. It was just as everyone ( Read more... )

So after a bunch of back and forth with the fam, I am now heading out to Seattle tomorrow afternoon for 10 days to help my bro and sister in law recuperate from her emergency surgery. Every one is on the mend so it looks like I'll just be brute labor to help her lift the baby, carry laundry/groceries etc. It will be a nice visit probably once i'm ( Read more... )

So Joan Baez rocked tonight ( Read more... )

Hmm. After a rather annoying day at the museum I had a taste of a nice, fulfulling fall day ( Read more... )

God it's scary to talk about.

Having issues today. I'd made up my mind that I was going to look for a job as a marketing assistant, to build on the marketing/PR experience I have and work my way up a little bit. I've pretty much bagged history/museums as a vocation, and marketing was the 2nd thing I was most qualified for, that I enjoy, that I'm good at ( Read more... )

Hmm. Did I really just buy her a big huggable stuffed Tigger for her to sleep with when I'm not there? And do I *really* intend to dab some of my aftershave on it?

I did. And I do.

Heh. So much for not getting attached.

Time to go whore myself out musically for money :)

(Hopefully this time there won't be any nasty middle-aged Italian guys threatening me and calling me "dyke")

Off I go...