I've just eaten a bag of Cashew nuts and now I feel sick. I only ate them to cheer myself up because I'm having fork out loads on the car to get it through the MoT. Bleah.

( dream meme )

I've just become horribly self-conscious of saying "cool" all the time. I must look so un-cool... What do we say these days? I could try "beans" I suppose...

The weirdness is becoming a feeling of disconnectedness. When I went to the toilet just now I was surprised to see someone in the mirror. Of course it was me, but for just a moment I saw myself how others must see me (well, a mirror-image of that). I was quite pleased with what I saw ( Read more... )

Cold, bright days always make me feel weird. Soon the nights drawing in will make me feel weirder still. It's a specific kind of weird, but one which defies the application of meaningful adjectives. Maybe this is just what a cold, bright day feels like. Or maybe the cold realigns my chakra energies and the brightness disturbs my spiritual being

Yesterday, work seemed bearable, almost enjoyable. Today I just can't get into it; I resent being here, shivering under the aircon unit, code monkey whore boy. I actually just considered what it might be like to work as a (real) whore. Could I stand to blow a fat 60 year old?

I'm sorry but the variable name "cum_ho_un_ct" is just funny whichever way I think about it.

I feel odd. I'm at work, and I feel dislocated, as if I'm somewhere unfamiliar. And I'm really cold. Fortunately I brought a spare jumper today. I'm not really sure where I am in my head either. Somehow the weekend demands a recalibration. Fortunately work is very unstressful, a pleasant respite.

I'm going to have to put a plaster over my knuckle because I just can't stop biting and worrying at it. Silly me ( Read more... )

Sorry, that's your lot, bored now. So how long have I managed today? Hmm, just over 5.5 hours. And I haven't even been working very hard... (i.e. browsing favourite web pages every ten minutes). Well, if I had something interesting to do, I'd do it ( Read more... )