Why does college feel strangely like high school? Get me OUT of here!

I keep telling myself everything will be okay, if only I believed it.

I want to go home

It's unfortunate that the weight of distance is heavier than that of love...nothing should outweigh love, it's just wrong.

The idea of him with another girl makes me sick, I guess it's something I'm going to have to deal with eventually if I want to keep him in my life. Not today though.

I didn't think I was the kind of person that could instill this much hatred in someone, expecially not someone who I loved.

I really wish I didn't have to go back to Northridge...at least not now. The problem is there's nothing here either. I think I have a problem, I've forgotten how to let myself be happy. I run when things get tough, the problem is things always feel tough. I've been thinking more and more about doing NSE next year...start over, the problem is life ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get so overwhelmed by our relationship I don't know what to do with it, in a good way. Like when I make a joke about "our" kids without thinking or you say how you're gonna marry me and it seems freakishly natural. Or, like now, when I realize I haven't slept at my own dorm in almost a week and I'm sitting in yours while your not even ( Read more... )

Where has this life come from? I love LA. I love CSUN. I love that I'm going to Africa. I love that I get to see my best friend every day. I love that I have Johnny. I love that Johnny loves that he has me ( Read more... )

For a while I understood, for a while longer I tried to understand, but not it's gotten to the point where I've realized I have to accept the fact that I no longer understand and I probably never will. I'm letting go...

All I want out of life is experience. I don't need a big house or fancy cars or expensive clothes, I need memories. I want to see the world, to experience different culutures, different realities and make a difference for the better in each one I enter. I love life and I love people and I want to make life better for the people who can't do it for ( Read more... )