I don't know about you, the apologies are getting a bit old.

I need to really start making things happen for myself next semester. Yes, a lot of the places I want to intern and whatnot require that you're a junior or senior but all I need is to find one. I may be young but I'm ambitious and so anxious to start learning all I can about the world and how to improve it. I'm fine with spending all my time ( Read more... )

Lucy is just about the most amazing person in my life, I want to give her everything she deserves. So many people in her position would say the world fucked me over so I'm gonna fuck it over and she couldn't be more opposite. The world fucked her over so she's gonna make it a more beautiful place and I couldn't have more respect for her for it. She ( Read more... )

I know some really amazing people and I don't want to lose them in my life. I miss starbucks and I hate that Charlie gets to be there with all the people I grew to love over 2 1/2 years. I wish I'd been better friends with all my co-workers when I actually worked there cause they're some pretty awesome friends and now it's hard since I'm so far ( Read more... )

soooo don't want to go back to orlando tomorrow...anxious to know what i'm doing next semester

Woke up at 5am...couldn't figure out why but time difference duh. I've felt like throwing up for the past 3 days. I don't whether I'm sick or it's just the anxiousness of being home, plus I barely eat anymore which probably doesn't help but I just don't get hungry. It's so weird being here, so surreal. It seems exactly as I left it but I know ( Read more... )

I couldn't be happier. I could easily spend the entire week here and only see Charlie and be totally thrilled. I questioned so much the past few months about whether I really missed him and after today I realize how much I really did/do. He'd always been this totally different person when he was only around me and it always drove me crazy that the ( Read more... )

Feb. 11th, 2007 06:20 pm ( Read more... )

It's very easy to imagine something as being perfect when you're 3000 miles away from the possibility of it. The scary thing is facing what you want most, because then you may have to deal with the imperfections of it. Ever since the night Dana and I slept at my apartment in the city and talked about the apartment we wanted to get, I have often ( Read more... )

I'm scared to go home, to see that my life will never again be what it was. Not that it was great or anything, but it was comfortable. I listen to all these mixes from junior year and I feel like I can't breathe. Where did all thos people that surrounded me then go? Where did the person I was go? How did EVERYTHING change in less than 2 years? I ( Read more... )