I want to save the world...I'm nieve enough to be convinced I can do it. But even if it's just one world, one life, I hope it will make my own worthwhile. I wish I had money to travel more but I'll make it. I want to learn Swahili.

You don't get to call me a bad friend or have your little entourage do it for you. I fucked up and I regret what I did but in comparison to all the shit you've put me through this year it's nothing. I should have never told Lucy but how it all got spun around and became all my fault I still don't understand. I didn't know what the fuck happened, ( Read more... )

There goes my last opening night... It makes me more sad than I expected. People actually pulled together, we made a great show, and I just love Bryson. Tonight really made me remember why it is that I love theatre cause the last couple weeks I really forgot.

No one knows this time around, not even Dana. Maybe Steph.

I wish I had money. Looking up all the volunteer programs abroad just makes me want to do them. If I could I would spend every summer in a different country doing volunteer work.

I can't go through listening to my parents constantly fight again. It wasn't easy the first time and I just want them to wait until I'm fucking gone to start their shit again cause it's not fair that my brother never had to deal with it and this is my second time.

I'm scared to death at how fast these next 4 months are gonna go by, but god I need to leave. This day has reminded me of that in so many ways. I'm soo done with theatre. If I could I would cancel our show right now because our slacking class doesn't fucking deserve it. People are untrustworthy and I'm dissapointed in how I'm seeing me leaving ( Read more... )

I have no friends ( Read more... )

I don't know how I feel right now. I have total highs and lows and it's driving me crazy. It always comes back to you dissapointing me. To you leaving for town the day we had plans and not even calling to tell me. How can I call you my best friend? Why am I spending nearly $200 and coutless hours to make you a documentation of our flawed friendship ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I'm not really in this world. It's like I'll be sitting somewhere and I'll think about getting up and moving and then I'll be somewhere else and I know I wanted to get there but I won't be able to remember how I did. I feel like I'm not really living this life. Like I'm going through the motions and getting everything done but ( Read more... )