I find myself very uninclined to really do anything. I want to be out with friends, but I don't want to get off my lazy ass and out of my house. Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's just me. I wish I could just go over to a boys house and cuddle and watch movies. That's pretty much all this weather is good for, well that and dancing in the rain...

I'm sick of this unhappy, waiting crap. I want to go a single day without thinking about what this year should or could have been. Cause while I'm at it I should just be thinking of who I should or could have been. But this is who I am and this is my life, and from an outside perspective it's not such a bad one. I guess I feel trapped and that's ( Read more... )

I feel like I've spend 99% of my life waiting for something better to come along, waiting to become happy. I want to live in the present because who knows if the future will consist of anything better or if it will even exist. But how do you live in the present when the present doesn't consist of anything to live for? I need a new group of friends ( Read more... )

Love isn't about having the perfect relationship. Love is about having an imperfect relationship but caring enough about eachother to overcome the flaws.

I hate that I can't handle the most meaningful frienship I have. You never think about anyone but yourself, or atleast you never think of me. You make me feel so fucking alienated and I don't know how to be okay with that any longer, not that I ever have been. You made me into the bad friend. You made into the one who didn't give a fuck about you ( Read more... )

I don't know how it got to this point. I don't know how I became the one being screwed over time and time again when I put more time and energy into the stupid program than the rest of them combined. It started out my class of 4th years and then just dwindled itself down to me. Not saying us as a class have had it good cause we sure haven't. But ( Read more... )

I would give anything to be able to sit down and have lunch with you, or even just call you and have a real conversation...I wonder if that will ever again be possible.

My dream car is in my driveway this very moment. It's mine and I LOVE IT!!! I just want to spend every second in it.

Give it 5 months time.

I've let go of last year. Along with that though I think I let go of this year as well. It's not gonna be that same, it's not gonna compare so I'd rather just look forward. I want the next 7 months to be comfortable. I wanted it to be the best year, a year to remember, but maybe it's better that it's not turning out that way. I'm glad I re- ( Read more... )