I'm happy, and not right now. Katie's little bro likes me! =D YAY! He cuddled with me yesterday and held my hand all night... until we had to go. =) He's so cute! Anywho... I start school on monday. O goodie... not. Junior year, this year. Just thinking... two more years, just TWO more years. Sarah and I were just discussing how we should burn the ( Read more... )

I just want to kill my problems! Fucking blow them all away!!! FUCK! John's not coming to see me... cuz he's not coming to Wichita or anywhere near, while he's on tour. So, 6 more months no see. Then I talked to my friend Jordan. Who doesn't want me to have anything to do with him... because he thinks he's nothing because of that STUPID BITCH ( Read more... )

Yea... I didn't get to go. I was really bummed out. Especially when I woke up at 1 and knew that Otep was probably playing at that very moment.... sadly. I had a bad day. Hung out with my x who still has a crush on me (David). That was fucking boring. He acts like he's tough shit... and I hate that. Then I came back, got high, had the munchies... ( Read more... )

Well... everything's getting fucked up. John doesn't know when his band is coming here now. And Kayla doesn't know if she's really getting the tickets now. *sad* I wish everything would go right for once. GOD! I always hope that something good's gonna happen, but no. It always fucks up. I always get my hopes up. I just wish I could go. I wish I ( Read more... )

I'm so happy right now... two different reasons! =D One is John... I have not talked to him since last September... and now... I found him again! YAY! He lives in California... I met him in the Otep chat a year ago. I was so in love with him... and him with me. I thought he had gotten a g/f... two weeks after I assumed we were over, my friend, ( Read more... )

I'm so confused. I got told that someone said something... but it might've been a diff person with the same name that I know also. I'm confused hella now. I don't understand. O god! *sad* Someone help me out here. =( I wish Raven wasn't mad at me. *cries* I didn't do anything wrong. I never talked shit on her.

Okay... I need to make an apology to someone... even though he's being really rude to me! I'm sorry for everything I've said or done wrong Josh. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I never was perfect. I never will be. I wish I was able to make everyone happy... but I'm not. Anywho, there's the apology... that's probably still not good enough. Anyway, my ( Read more... )

Yes children's the nice long ass quiz for u. You get to know my full name... goodie for you. It got annoying... but I got through all of it. *tired* *whines* no more.

ABOUT YOUYour full name::Kelsey Renee Matney Age::15; 16 on July 6th, 2004 Height::5'11" Natural hair colour::Blonde (Black now) Eye colour::blue/grey/green (changes with little ( Read more... )

Nevermind my little question about coital sex... I'm so stupid. Shit! It's normal in and out... yea. GODZ! I'm such a retard... so it'd be yes on that one then... lolz! Anywho... I hate those quizes... some of them. Especially when I don't know some words. RAWR! I can't wait until my b-day... Paul's coming all the way from Georgia. HOORAY! And ( Read more... )

Ok... so I took a quiz that I'm gonna post on here... it was a sex quiz btw. And what the fuck is coital sex? Don't make fun of me for not knowing... cuz I've never even heard of it.

when was your first...kiss...:14... I know I was older than most with tongue?:same handjob/fingerbang [received]?:14 handjob/fingerbang [given]?:handjob:12 (yea, I ( Read more... )