i feel sick... i dont know if its cuz i have a cold or if its cuz of graduating or what... but i just feel awful, plus the thought of never seeing my friends again doenst help anything... plus i was just beginning to feel like i had somewhere i belong, and now its all =gone= dissolved beneath my feet... :'( i cant even bring myself to cry!

if you dont have any plans tonight, i would appreciate anyone who comes to my senior ceremony at that big church off of rt 4, i forget the exact name... tri county somthin of god... it starts at 7 and i will be very dressed up, and recieving some award, but i dont know what just yet... i think its for honor society, but im not sure... anyways, no ( Read more... )

a LITTLE mad right now! day 3 of staying an extra 3hrs at school... when i could go home! ugh... i thought i had a ride, but i waited around forever and she never came, so i went and ate lunch, and im glad i did... i think she left w/o me, which if she did, is pretty bad. ugh, im so done with being at school with restrictions and all, playin little ( Read more... )

FINALLY!! I HAVE FINISHED MY FAFSA AND MAILED IN MOST OF MY MSJ PAPERS FOR COLLEGE!! WHEW!! *what a relief*

i havent felt so low in a long time... i have had the worst guilt trip of my life all day, actually it started last night... i was talking to one of my friends and they helped me realize that my friends from school have influenced me drastically... and negatively, unfortunately. so ive been very low and crying all day, just cant get over that i let ( Read more... )

today was kinda crappy, ill be honest... first, i have a worksheet for government, and i get interupted by a meeting with loveland, and i hate those stupid mothers so bad... i always get all worked up whenever i haveta go over there or they come over, it always ruins my day, and i never know when theyre coming either... so, anyway, i tried to not ( Read more... )

today, we signed the papers and signed the check for down payment... its exciting! scary too, tho... tomorrow i have an exam for my college math class, 5 credit hrs on the line... ugh... today, i had an honor cord ceremony for honor society, and i screwed it up, but i didnt know it until later, just because i couldnt make the last couple meetings ( Read more... )

RED ALERT!!!
WE ALMOST OFFICALLY HAVE A HOUSE!! (papers arent signed yet, but we got a deal)
((technically a double-wide trailor in Princeton district, but its not a hotel!!))

*whew, what a relief

those stupid ppl at sonic cant make up their mind whether i was fired or i quit between saturday, sunday, monday or tuesday... absolutely rediculous... oh, well, sherri was trying to get me to argue for my job back yesterday when i called, but i wasnt going to... i said, see ya on payday =click= haha... so no more sonic!! but i was going to quit ( Read more... )

i am so tired, but today was def worth it ( Read more... )