i work wayyyy too much, after dinner, i passed out for like, 3 hrs or so, and im prolly going back to bed now... i feel so drained, yuck... my friend was havin a party tonight and i cut my schedule out around it but then they changed it to tomorrow and i gotta work, so i cant go!! [frustrated] but who cares anymore... nobody seems to write on here ( Read more... )

i got an acceptace letter from MJS yesterday, one of the two i applied at, but the other was cinci state, and so yea, obviously i got in. but heres the thing, i got awarded deans scholarship of 7k. so heres the thing: i hadnt been planning on going next yr, but i dotn wanna turn down the oppurtunity... what should i do? i dont even know if i have a ( Read more... )

well, im sitting here bored in school and yeah, it is almost 6... stevie had my check in her car from last week when we hung out and she was gonna take me home but then remembered 20 mins after school let out that she had a dr. appt. and dad cant come and get me, since he has work... so he dropped off my clothes at work... im waitin on stevie to ( Read more... )

baby, baby, drivin me crazy!! ugh! she wont calm down and im getting a lil annoyed, but what can you do... tomorrow adn saturday, i gotta work 4-close... at sonic... yeah, i know, but its money and half of the crackheads that i had issues with last year arent there, so itll be ok for now... i just need money for a car and my state board crap and ( Read more... )

today, i had to get the last of my teeth drilled and filled... ugh... but after the last 3 weeks of dentist visits, im glad to be done for 6 months... but it still doesnt make me feel any better... my friends at school have been ignoring me lately, because they are trying to get with these guys that they like... which makes me feel even more left ( Read more... )

hello people. last day of februry! everyone is being so crabby and everything, i dont understand why... everyones beatin up eachother and everything... its depressing me... just get it over with, it breaks my heart to see everyone silently stabbing eachother... and more than anything, i just wanna go home...

things are so weird... i feel weird... i feel sick... and everything seems just a fraction off.... oh, why me? why now? i dont feel fully stable right now...

too bad i cant get pics on here without paying for them... :( ... but it doenst matter anyway because i dont have any ones to post anyway, i never have my pic taken, and usually thats with a good reason... im not "camera friendly". lol... i am thinking about college, but i dont know where and how and all that stuff, but i do know that i want to go ( Read more... )

i am really freaking out. i got so much on my mind and words cant descibe the beginning of it all. im flipping out about college stuff, i dont know what i wanna do, where i should go, theres all this crap i have to do and i never have the time or memory to do anything.... ugh! im so frustrated, plus dad threw his back out this morning and kim ( Read more... )

what is the deal? i couldnt tell you... no one knows whats going on with my house, who knows if ill ever be home...