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umm... played a show the other day. it sucked. we need more practice. everyone said it was good but i don't think so. besides that, nothing really to big been happening lately. been saving up for a car all summer and well, im about ready to buy one. dont know what kind yet but i do know that i really hope i can hang on to it for a little longer ( Read more... )

what do you call a bubble after it pops??
(i think the most obvious response is "a popped bubble" but there must be a word for that!)

all matter is merely energy condensed to a slow vibration, that we are all one conciousness experiencing itself subjectively, there is no such thing as death, life is only a dream and we're the imagination of ourselves.

i fucking hate liers! i really fucking hate liers that say that they really fucking hate liers and then lie. and you know what i hate the most? i hate liers that say they hate liers and then keep lieing to you when you catch them in a lie!!!!!!!!!!!!! ah! im so mad right now, im spitting nails!!! im tired of playing games. game over, you lost! GO ( Read more... )

one min. one thing, the other, something else. i dont even know what to think anymore. i hear so many different storys. i dont know who to listen to. someone says one thing. she says something else. and not only that but screw ever knowing what shes thinking. one min. she basicly tells me that its over and she has no desier to make it work at all, ( Read more... )

im empty, im tired, im weak, im pissed, im hurt im sad, im mad, im a lot of things, But most of all, IM FUCKING OVER IT!!!!! FUCK IT!

i dont know why i typed so much down there... its not like anyone ever reads shit when its that long. oh well. at least i got to tell myslef how i was feeling, thats cool huh?

why is eveyone around me so happy!?!?

the only thing ive ever wanted is slipping away from me. the only person that ever made me look forward to get up and living doesn't feel the same way (i dont think). the only person that ever really mattered is gone, and i will NEVER find anyone thats even close to what she was. i wish she knew how much i couldn't live without her. how much i ( Read more... )