i havent been on in so long but being as i have no one to talk to anymore, i think i start writing in here now and let everyone know how much my life really sucks. were to start... well, i just lost the one and only person that ment way more then everything to me, and things really arnt looking like it will get any better either. it seems like the ( Read more... )

WOW... its been awile...

i know... i havent been updating my journal lately. ive been working and getting stuff for my NEW CAR. (yay) but am slowly having more free time so ill be able to update more... from the looks of it though it doesent look like everyone was waiting on the edge of their seats to see what i write next so for the very few people who actually read my ( Read more... )

in recent days, a few nice people have pointed out that i might not always be very clear about what i say. ive come to realize today that maybe i need to talk more in depth about my subjects and make my main point very clear so no one gets offended. on that note, ill try and make the rest of my posts as narrow as i can to please everyones needs so ( Read more... )

im in a better mood now days. things are starting to look up for me again, but this time im doing it all on my own. life is all about how I make it. nothing really new though. i get my car in a few days. ive been working really hard for that and im proud to say, that i got it all by my self! i did read one really good quote the other day though. ( Read more... )

music is my only way out....

i dont like people now'a days... i dont like much of anything now'a days. im not gonna go enywere anymore either. fuck going out. i dont want to see anyone, they all piss me off. i cant stand how people are. people = shit. thats all there is to it.

I HATE RAP! i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it! it puts me in a bad mood. the bay across from mine at work yesterday was playing it all day long! ahhhhhhhh! how am i suppose to make sales if all i can here is songs (if thats what you want to call them) with a few people (that just ripped off the beat from someone else and changed it around a ( Read more... )

i cant help it... i laugh when old people fall!

lives a bitch sometimes. if the whole karma thing is real i sould be winning the lottery sometime soon. i dont understand how i can go out of my way for people just to have them turn around and shit on me. i have never understood that one. maybe im too nice. maybe i sould be an asshole like everyone else. then at least id blend in. i dont like ( Read more... )