hello everyone i am back on here writeing to you. i have been talking to the mistory girl latly and more and more i think about her. i talk to her only for small moments at a time but it seems to calm me in a since that i cant explain. i realy like to talk to her. she makes me feel like a am a somebody and that people dont just look at me and see a ( Read more... )

There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

Blazing Glory Raspberry Chicken Breasts ( Read more... )

you know what yea i havent been writeing in the journal for a while and you know what fuck you people. who are you to tell me how to write or how not to. these are my thoughts i put down on here not yours so really who give a fuck the post dates, why should it matter? oh wait its because it doesnt! who know what you guys can comment as much as you ( Read more... )

how do you make a girl know you like her? i have tryed for so long to get a girl to know that i like her but it seems like everytime i try she mite as well call me a fucking lier and kick me in the balls. i know we dont ever hardy see each other but that isnt my fault. i am crazy for this girl but she sometimes she makes me feel like a am just ( Read more... )

have you ever thought to your self that you missed the one chance for happyness. i have messed up one time to many because i am talking to this girl that yes i have hurt and i really regret everything i have ever done to her and there is no way of takeing any of it back. reality sucks! Remember the saying you only hurt the ones we love? well you ( Read more... )

Unproven Convictions.

god
is a fantasy;
heaven
is a non-existent
utopia.

As a child
I looked into the mirror
& saw hope
of some sort
of distant salvation.

But now
that glimmer
is gone...

for I’ve discovered
Atheism.

Religion, Anyone ( Read more... )

Bruised Nightmares...

Do you hurt me
as I sleep?
I woke up
with bruises
again:

Two black eyes,
a broken nose,
& dreams of running
from a malevolent
silhouette.

Was it
You
again?

Around the room the wind blew
From nowhere a swirl
Like someone I once knew
A beautiful sexy girl
The one I use to do
The wind disappeared
And so did she
The worst I had feared
Never again will her I see
She's gone forever
Out of my life
A relationship severed
In my back she stuck a knife
No longer the love of my life