I know that I wasn't planning on updating this livejournal anymore, but one more for good measure, right? I just felt that the journal should end on a more positive note. It's 6 AM and I haven't been to bed yet. I am not going to bed tonight. I didn't really get to sleep yesterday either. I am doing the best I can, but strangely enough, I'm happy. ( Read more... )

Yeah, so, allow me the chance to rant before starting my coding homework. I sort of feel like all I've done is rant in here lately, so I've been trying to spice it up with a picture here and there. Really, I'm not in a bad mood all of the time here...it just feels like the things I need to write about aren't exactly the happy-go-lucky ones.

Ally ( Read more... )

oddly enough, i'm beginning to wonder if i'm starting to annoy her.

-melissa

I would consider myself decently obsessed with facebook. I need to check it often, and I find it bizzare when I get back to my room and haven't received any messages/wall posts/notifications. As I was looking back at pictures tonight, mere snapshots of times in my life where I was a very different person than the one I am right now, I felt a pang ( Read more... )

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I'm having an off-day. By I'm having an off-day, I mean that my usual dynamic with my best friend here is not on key. People go through off-days. I just get paranoid sometimes, you know how it is. I miss home and I'm stressed to the max. I don't know. You know, I'm okay though. I have myself to rely on. I'm fascinated by how much these people have ( Read more... )

On Valentine's Day, I'm going to see Step Up 2 in Boston. I'm very excited for this, as I sort of love those kinds of movies. I also have a shitload of homework that I better start now. :\ I've been in an extreme funk lately. I have to find my way back to being happy again. To be honest, I really really want to go home and just veg out for a few ( Read more... )

things that have to be one way even though you sometimes don't want them to be that way are always difficult. soemtimes i wish things went differently, but in the end, it was the end. i've been here, at this feeling, before. the only difference was, i had thoughts of a new person to pull me through. and now i have thoughts of no one ( Read more... )

"The only thing that interferes with my learning is my education." --Albert Einstein.

I think you might as well write down "Melissa's Life" on paper and tack a sigma on the front of it, because this is pretty much the summation of it.

<3 melissa

the music ignites the night with passion and fire.

not that i appreciate stereotypes, but sometimes, when eating dinner alone in dewick and observing all the different groups of people, i wonder what "group" i tend to associate with. i'm not exactly of the uber-nerd type here, that like all of these science fiction movies and novels. i'm def. not in the 'pretties.' i'm not in frats/sorors or spends ( Read more... )