Today, my best friend here, Katie, said that her mom keeps telling her to make new friends. this struck the paranoia within me that her mom maybe doesn't like me and that's why she doesn't want katie hanging out with me as much. i don't know. i miss ally and nicole already. i want to go home.

-melissa

To pass the time in classes I've been drawing vampires. I drew a few hot ones. :) I think I'll scan them in whenever I actually go to my room. I've been enjoying my classes, working hard. You know me. :) other than that, working out. and now i'm sore from that. however, i did lose the two pounds i put on over break.

♥ melissa

it's totally annoying the lack of interesting boys at tufts university that are also cuties. i should probably get out more. =)

-melissa

My dad just left. I thought I was more than ready for him to be out of my room so I could have a little space to myself. But then he was gone. and I was alone. Completely alone. Without the little inkling that I could somehow sneak into the car and go back to New Jersey. My heart is in New Jersey with six wonderful people. My life. This alone is a ( Read more... )

i've said goodbye to my friends. i'm leaving either tomorrow night or monday morning. patriots won the game tonight. i feel so empty inside now. i have to prepare myself to become the girl that i am when i'm at tufts now. the PC-conscious, book wielding, your mom joking girl. man, i just miss being home. i miss that we say the most un-PC things, ( Read more... )

i know i've talked about this before, but more and more, i feel life trapping me into a social norm and that's not what i want to be. i don't just want to travel. i don't want to go to somewhere in the US and stay there and check it off on my lists of states visited. when i say i'd love to travel the country, i mean like, practically on foot. i ( Read more... )

I have a lot that I have been thinking about and eventually want to put down into words, but there are just not enough hours in the day. These topics are definitely things I need to flesh out in writing, but I'm not sure where to even begin putting them down on paper. We'll see ( Read more... )

I'm not sure what to say other than the fact that I've been an idiot lately, and I'm not getting any better. I felt like I had a lot of personal growth over this past semester. Now, I feel like I'm doubting myself a bit, but it's okay, there's hope for me, I suppose. I wish I was a better friend ( Read more... )

I made it to 2008, which can only mean one thing: sweet, sweet delight.I'm rereading the Twilight series again [currently on Eclipse]. I fall in love with the series every time I read it. There's something so enchanting about it. I hope I never lose that sense of wonderment that I gain from a book. In the same respect, I sometimes wish the words on ( Read more... )

It's almost New Year's Eve. I am eager to say goodbye to 2007. Looking forward to 2008. There is so much I could say, but until I figure it out for myself, it's just going to be some short livejournal entries to suffice. I was thinking about starting a blog. Keeping my livejournal, of course, for some emotional outlet, but starting a blog for blog- ( Read more... )