'Spent the night with Laura squared and it was excellent. It brought back many a middle school memory. Have definetly decided upon Hunter and am in the process of deferring my acceptance. Have begun work on the organizations-it's curious how I seem to end up in these positions of authority. Kevin may be in New York City for Fall semester- this ( Read more... )

I have this unrelenting need for routine. Is this a normal human thing or something born out of my perverse perfectionism? It's only now, after months of painful introspection, trying in vain to figure out what the hell my problem is in respect to creating a new . Half the horror of growing up, I've found, is the challenge that comes with ( Read more... )

SING THE PRAISES OF CHRISTIAN DEATH, BAUHAUS AND ENDORPHINS

I hate periods of "uber-impulsivness". Like today, I have eaten a 1000 calories (a day's worth) and it is only 1:30 (this is okay, I tell myself, I will be occupied the rest of the day anyway). Similarly, I can't get started on my chores. It would seem my activities are limited to pure indulgence. These are annoying ruts but I'm learning to ( Read more... )

Hey, I am proud to say that after a week or two of aimless summer drifting, I have begun taking advantage of it ( Read more... )

1. Name - Steph ( Read more... )

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? stephanie joellen thake ( Read more... )

In an unexpected turn of events, I got into Hunter. I applied kind of haphazardly, desperate to make any form of progress in terms of my future plans. Considering that this may afford me the chance to live in the city (a euphoric prospect), I'm reevaluating things ( Read more... )

As it is now 2 a.m. the night before my last final exam, it seems an opportune time for a posting. School is nearly finished and I'm so thankful because all will to do well has just deteriorated. Exited to have everyone return and maybe I'll make a regular pratice of recording my exploits again, I love looking back on my old journal.

FRUSTRATION!