so tell me why, about a year after the fact, she has to tell me that "a big part of her loves me" and "we have a great connection" blah blah blah. am I reading into that? this is how i've felt from the get-go (March 8th, 2005). can I hope for her to leave her boyfriend soon and give us a shot? she always leaves herself scapegoats in everything ( Read more... )

life is doing it's thing. like that's supposed to mean something. i set up an appointment with my lawyer, so that's a step forward. hopefully i'll get a little more peace of mind knowing i've paid something to worry about my problems. except i doubt very much this dude gives a shit, but he sure cares about the $1100 hes getting from me ( Read more... )

so I was hired at Ruby Tuesday. i go in tomorrow morning at 9...which kinda sucks because im supposed to be getting drunk tonight. im also supposed to go into Outback tomorrow and talk to Jeff for what I assume would be to get my job back....part of me wants to go back to Outback, but i think i'll be better off at Ruby Tuesdays. i wish i had ( Read more... )

so...im getting fired from Outback. went in last night about an hour before my shift, ordered a bacon cheeseburger. came out without any bacon (big surprise). so i go into the kitchen to get some bacon for my cheeseburger that i paid for, which is usually sitting in the window. bacon wasn't there today, so I asked one of the cooks: "Hey man, ( Read more... )

well things are looking up...knock on wood ( Read more... )

i've been in such a shitty mood lately. i keep thinking my life is about to get better, and it keeps not getting better. my leg is killing me. lawyer quoted me $400 more than before...which kinda sucks but hopefully that'll soon be over. it's been nearly a month since i've blazed and basically im going to have to go another year ( Read more... )

back to non-smoking. I need to quit again now. this weekend was pretty fun. lots of beer pong- i became a master. need more of that. less of the 30 random people flooding my mom's house. i've decided i'm going to hire this lawyer guy for my contributing charge asap, which will hopefully be in about two weeks. ive got a pretty nice schedule ( Read more... )

i wonder if i could get some sort of pills for my sleep habits. i got off the computer early last night at like 12:30, thinking: "alright, ill fall asleep shortly." at around 5am i turned off the television- slept until 3 in the afternoon. 10 hours is my norm, just sucks when its shifted so far. i'm so hungry, i need to find something to eat.

i honestly can't believe i'm still awake ( Read more... )

my bro told me his girl broke up with him, and he was fine with it. and now it seems they're back together, back to spending most of their time together, and he's fine with it. then it seems if he's not with her, he's going out to blaze. i have no girl (no time/money), i can't smoke. before this whole misdemeanors thing started one of my best ( Read more... )